Warning: this post is a little emo.

I feel isolated in this midterm study bubble of mine. And I keep catching myself clenching my teeth, thus my jaw pops more and more often.

I feel disconnected, do you? I do for some reason. I can't really identify why that is. Maybe it's just the stress of midterms and college applications and a fear of rejection by people who don't even know me. Maybe I still feel rather weighed down by guilt. Conflicted, that's it. I feel exposed, but I don't want to withdraw.

There are so many things to look forward to, but right now I'm being swallowed, consumed, drowned. I almost wish I could go back in time and escape.

Funny that I'm addicted to a song called Sunshine.

Sunshine go away today
I don't feel much like dancin'